It’s kind of weird lately.
The noise on social media gets louder and louder.
It’s like someone tries to drown a lot of information.
A diversion.

I wonder why. The seams of the matrix are showing.

Through many, many years I looked for answers.

You know that moment when you one night stand outside in the evening, looking at the stars and wonder where you really are from?

And the moment I asked my mother if I was adopted. And I remember the moment when I was nine, I wondered why “my aliens” were late to pick me up.

Those things, when I do look back.
Kids know.

But when we grow up we adjust to expectations.
Adopt. Adjust. Play the game.
And get lost in it. Follow the arrows.
The marked path.

And if we try to take another one, others come and try to push you back to the highway again.

It doesn’t feel natural.

Read more about my previous lives here:
https://www.patreon.com/cw/Leonora_Inovasoul